HOW’S MY LIFE?

I remember when I used to be very motivated and interested in a lot of things at once. I remember when I used to “think” I was good enough for the opportunities I sought. I remember……oh what the hell, it’s about time I stopped remembering and lived in the present. That is what I tell myself every day.

What is the reality though? I’ve still boxed myself in an infinite loop of regret and self-chastisement. I still reminisce about the days when life was simpler, and I didn’t feel like I was not worthy enough to pursue opportunities right in front of me.

What’s the solution? I am taking it one step at a time and hoping that the road to recovery is not too long. I am living to fight for another day.

Here’s to hoping that the answer is not so terrifying when I come back to this article someday in the not too distant future (hopefully) and ask myself again….How’s my life?

Cheers,

Jay