I took a stroll today. I forgot how to appreciate the little things in life and the power of walking aimlessly without a direction. Just stopping here and there, appreciating nature and the fall colors before the winter blues descend on us.

I’ll consider doing this more often. I found it perfectly splendid.

I have recently learnt the importance of having a good leader or “boss” in the workplace. Someone who wants the best for you, sees potential in your work, and encourages you to be better. I have been unfortunate to be stuck under someone who lacked all these qualities for the last three years. I stuck it out, thinking it would get better, but I should have walked away at the first signs of verbal abuse and degradation. I assumed that if I worked really hard, I would change his mindset about me.

His mindset?

• I did not deserve the position…

I remember when I used to be very motivated and interested in a lot of things at once. I remember when I used to “think” I was good enough for the opportunities I sought. I remember……oh what the hell, it’s about time I stopped remembering and lived in the present. That is what I tell myself every day.

What is the reality though? I’ve still boxed myself in an infinite loop of regret and self-chastisement. …